What is Love

This is the one topic that has been published by thousands of writers, poets but we are still unable to understand the right words of it. some time i even think that is it right to say such feelings love. i feel that this word is too little , too selfish , too less for such a passion , for such a desire.

    Some people will count the pure love i mean the love to GOD in such terms, certainly loving  to your creator is the more fascinating and exceptional thing. but i would like to say that if you love to a human being , to your profession, to your computer , its comes to same grade, but not same grade however could be ranked in that group , whom we call "more then love".

    I have seen many girls in my life , even many more that came across with my daily life but why why why i m stick to those two girls , i never ever understand , some kind of unknown bond bounds me , This is the bond that put a hold around me. This is the bond that put some envolpe over my eyes and force me to look from that prospective.

    I wish i can move on , forgetiing her a sotry of past, realzing that she is just a girl, but i am in those circles which reveloves around only one circle. its this feelings that dricing me crazy , putting tears in my eyes and letting me do some mad things , the things i never thought out.

    i have become some king of phytric patient now, but to whom i can tell , no body except these pages, except these words, and i feel if i didt put out these words from my inner i ll die.

    I know i have one goal in my mind , but i dont know whats happening to me , i cant go on , i am stick on this stop....

    Whenever i read the novels , fictions , i read that hero and heroine are met to each other at the end, but why it is not happening in the real life.why is not happening with me. If my love is not love if my feelings are not pure, if it was mere a girl for me (as people forces me to perceive) then why i can forget her , i ahve many more friends around me, girls around me, but why i look her into the faces and acts of my fellows. why why why.................

    this is really trail period, and i know i have lost myself , my way and my world after her. i know there is no way that she can return to me, and we can catch those days but what can i do , except these tears and tensions that has become part of my life.

    I know i have nothing in my current niether any thing in my future.Even the future that will come becuase there are so much sins in my life that i hardly beleive that i can get her into the paradise even.

    So what i ll get , why i love her , why i still miss her , do i love her , should i love her ?, questions and questions and i m nude before them................

    i wish i can put every thing to some body who can understand my prospective but i know this is only one and its she..........................................

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